wen things gone haywire,and confusions went on,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

aites!lets see wat stories do i have to share here,well err,lets see yeaa,i started my week on mondayy doing mathematics,fer one week straight,woO!i was wondering uhh siaa,whyy siaa suddenly is like,i'm doing it quite slow??is like dat mondayy aftanoon,i spent my 2hrs in class doing my tutorial,yet e time flies soO fast,and my werk is not done!sheesh!i dunno uhh siaa how can this happened,and same goes fer my c programming!aiyer!and den wat eyy,nxt few daes eyy,hmm,okay laa,just keep practicing on mathematics,but dat tuesday,it was e most tiring one,i was like abt to fell asleep in class,cause my teacher was teaching simultaneous equations,wich at first it was easy,and den was like soO hard!waaa!i see see wat my cher wrote on e whiteboard oso uhh i go siao,haha!i was soO blurred down there uhh,like wan sleep siaa,hahax,den e wednesday i came to sch late,aiyer!i was soO tired and had a headache these few days,but wen i came to sch dat aftanoon,oni got some award presentation siaa,cb!more make me go sleepy and siann,hahax,but wat to do,attendance uhh,okay laa,go lor,den thursday came,okayy,thursday is one of e dayy dat i hate one laa,finic sch at 1715,aiyaa!cb!i was a lil late fer class in e morning,but yeaa i put my chin up,to study,and yeaa there are alot of tutorials i have to finic up this weekend,aiyaaa!but yeaa,i have to do it no matter wat,nxt hmm,aftanoon yeaa,i went to e library oni,finicing up my mathematics tutorial,wich up till today!!!!!!is still not done yet!!aiyoO!MKPLL laa!hahax!and soO dat aftanoon,hmm,actualli i wasnt feeling well uhh,was having headache again,and den i came fer dat long hrs practical lesson!wich like i sayy i hate it!!!grr!den i started werking on it,with my head in pain,and den i received a call frm mastura,and she told me dat she's otw to my sch,wich i was blurred dat time,i dunno whyy,and she told me she have a lot of things to talk abt,soO while waiting fer her,i was doing my werk in class,i was soO angry alto i had headache wich i controlled e whole dayy,i was soO angry cause some stupid screws dun wan go in e hole!!i was soO frustrated siaa!i nearly wanna kick e whole board down,hahax!afta a few mins,mastura msged me,and told me to fetch her and her fren frm outside sch,wich i cant,soO i met them at e foyer,i was soO restless until i nearly fainted wen i talked to mastura,


soO yeaa,she had problems coming on her wayy,like i hardly able to explain it,is like things happened toO fast,and i get confused abt it,but i noee i'm strong enuf and willing to help her,afta wat happened between myself and her recently,i relli felt sorry fer her,dat she have to face alot of hardship again,but is an experience dat she have to learn,and not to blame fer,she left her bf,cause of his attitude,wich she cant take it,i can see it frm her eyes,and her expression,dat she relli cant take it,and i understand how she feels,but patience she must have to herself,nxt is abt her bff,i dunno whyy her bff was like disappoint her,and i felt disappointed toO wen i heard abt it,whyy would she buyy fer a boyy,a ladies office attire??did she do it on purpose to make her own bff e boyy to lose his marks??i think in my point of view,we have a lot of things to solve,i've been trying my best to do wat i can to help her,but this time round afta wat happened recently,i might need her help to solve problems together,i noee dat i changed afta wat happened 2 weeks ago,but i'm still me,e faieqq dat u once noee,a person can change,but e thots of a person if u trust,wun change dat easy,i still care abt her alto wat happened dat lead us to be apart,but wat i promised her,dat i will be there fer her,i wun break it,mastura,if u're reading this,i can feel dat u noee dat i changed,but my thots doesnt change,i'm still willing to help u,and i can pick u up,and lead u to e frenship dat we had e last 2 mths,is oni now,i think to help you,we have a lot of things to talk abt yeaa,is just dat we need to find a time to solve it,and i understand dat u have to werk,soO i do my best to do e thinking fer you,to help you again,if you have faith in myself,and if you trust me,u will be happy like u always was,(: and i think we relli need to find a time,to solve things out kayy,

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wen the dark times comes again,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

aites,is been a while i think,abt 2 weeks i neva updated this blog,i think i've been busy since e sch started,and oso recently wen i ran into a war,or should i sayy 2nd biggest conflict in my life,well,lets see here,2nd week of sch started yeaa,well nth much i did in sch this week,monday morning yeaa,i met up with one of my god sister,and we went to OCH,well,i dunno whyy they wanna go there,but since i started sch late,soO i joined them,i met them at tampines around 930,and den we took 29 and went there,hmm,okayy,lets see yeaa,wen i was walking up to e stairs to e entrance,i felt soO cold,and my bulu roma went up,until i reched e entrance,i was okayy,i didnt felt anything,and soO we walked,frm downstairs to e 2nd level,i saw e lifts,and we walked just a lil,and den i saw a broken rifle handle,and oso a chair,and i was wondering,wat happened there,and somehow i managed to see how e situation happened,afta dat we left,and i went home fer sch,and i reched sch quite on time,and as usual i started doing mathematics,somehow i'm starting to enjoy mathematics,and den aftawards was c programming period,and i relli enjoyed dat,:D alto i was quite pressured with it,but i noee wat i was doing,afta dat comes tuesday,well as usual i started in e aftanoon,oni having mathematics,woO!syokk uhh siaa,until wednesday,and err,i can sayy this week i have quite a lot of free time to rest myself,due to my bacc pain,and den today i went to NTUC building to collect my busary,and den i went fer lunch,and den i went home and rest,

aites,lets talk abt last week den,actually i shouldnt talk abt it here,but i think i should,last week i started sch,but it turned into e 2nd biggest conflict afta wat happened to me in my previous sch,i just dun wanna talk abt it,i noee i have seen e truth and oso especially a LIEEE dat someone did to break my friendship apart,wich obviously my angers went out of control,and i lost myself,but afta days i was okayy,and i've no choice but to leave someone dat i once luvv and care,but afta wat happened,i have to let her go,and ferget her,but i noee is not as easy,afta wat i've been thru with her,wat i've taught her,to change her life,but i think i've failed her,and soO i have to choice but to leave her,but i noee she needs me,despite wat happened last wednesday,but wat can i do is to stay far away,and continue with my studies,and my werk,and other stuffs,and lastly,wat i can sayy is,i'm sorrie my fren,i cant fergive him fer wat he did,his misunderstanding and how he treated u,and especially,a lie dat he did,dat lead our friendship to this,but i cant stop all these,as it happened in naked time,but i'm still strong enuf,and i stood alone by myself,and settle things myself,afta wat he threw at me,and left his blames on me,but i noee u dun hate ppl fer no reason,and pls dun apologise to me on behalf on him,cause u neva do anything wrong,i've always told u,each move dat u make,reflect urself,and dun oni listen,but think and make ur decisions,dun let urself get controlled,you have e rights to who u wan to be frens with,dats all i have to sayy,i've taught u wat i have,remember e early teachings,and u will get e answers,and talk to me,if u're not sure,do not anyhow make ur decision,like u did wen u was with me,cause it will make ur life more complicated,

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aites!lets see here wat can i talk abt yeaa,alot to talk actually,these few daes i was a lil out of mood,i dunno whyy,i was not being myself these few daes,i dunno whyy,as i felt a big disturbance inside me,and oso i was somehow confused abt things,and soO i kept quiet fer daes,cause my thots and angers went out of control,and i stopped smsing my syg fer a few daes,cause i dun wan to throw my angers on her,soO i kept things down,and tried to calm myself,and den todae,wat did i do eyy,hmm,i woke up at around 1130am,and den i went to simei,to just side track my past,and den around 2+ i went to vivo city by bedok,i took service 30 frm there,as it was raining,i was soO cold until i was shivering,alto i wear my black long sleeves jersey,soO i reched vivo and i went to macdonalds to harbourfront shopping ctr,cause it was raining,i decided not to chill at vivo,i just bought e double cheeseburger and den i left,and i took 61 to bugis,as it is e fastest wayy to catch a bus bacc home,and i reched bugis at 1615hrs and was luckyy e bus came on time,soO i dun have to wait fer soO long,soO err yaa,i fell asleep in e bus,and wen i was abt to rech home,i was awakened by my hp,my syg smsed me,and she asked me whether i'm avoiding her,and den i sayy no i'm not,and she thot i've fergotten her,i was soO blurred,i dunno whyy she asked me these questions,and she told me she felt uneasy like how i'm,and den wen i reched home,i called her and talked to her otp fer a while,she was worried abt me,as this thing neva happened before,and i told her not to worry soO much,as i hope things will go bacc like how it used to be,and yeaa,ytd hmm,my pri sch best fren smsed me,he asked me to accompany him to get his fishing rod repaired,but den he bought a new one,nth much happened ytd,we went to northpoint fer lunch,at LJS and while walking up,my best fren met his ex,at first i was wondering who was it,until he told me dats his ex,cause i cant relli recall how she looks like,as i seldom met her,soO yeaa,we went to LJS and he watched me eat,i dunno whyy he doesnt wanna eat,he kept telling me dat he still luvv his ex,and meanwhile 2 of his schmate was sitting beside us,and i was a lil awkward cause i saw dat there's 2 person trying to get my attention,and one of them seems like someone dat i once knew,but i dunno who was it,and den dat nite,i went to my religious teacher house,with some of my religious frens,we sit there and talk and stuffs,woO!was luckyy no classes siaa!woO!den we went bacc home,and yaa,i tried to control my angers,as ytd e whole nite i was not okay,and i slp late,and last 3 daes,mondae and tuesdae,hmm,i neva do anything actualli,except just keeping myself quiet,cause i felt there's something not rite,last weekend,yeaa,on sundae,my syg came to my house,:D i bought her one double cheeseburger dat i promised her,she was soO paiseied wen i sayy "wan me feed u not??"den she blushed and sayy dun wan,hahax!den i asked all her frens to eat,den afta dat all,den i showed her around my living room,and den they went bacc,on saturdae,well,supposingly i should be going fer raya with my sec sch frens,but was luckyy they changed to this weekend,as last saturdae i had a match,but i somehow not relli doing gd,but i have to do wat i can,to do like how i did during e first match,alto dat match we won err,4-2 i think,i'm happy fer my team,but i'm not relli dat happy abt my performance,as it still not doing gd,i guess i should think how i can improve it,but most importantly is sch!i have to start scheduling my sch,and divide my time fer my syg,my bff,my classmates,and oso if possible werk toO,gonna be a busy term soOn,(:

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woO!aites!lets see here,wat stories i would like to share yeaa,hmm,lets see,aites,is been a while i guess,same thing yeaa,neva updated up till now,haha!well,i was awayy preparing fer my exams,and yeaa,my oni exams was on e 8 september,well dat morning,i send someone to sch,i was soO happy,dat i get to meet her dat dae,and i made a surprise fer her,by wearing a maroon color uniform same as her,she waited fer me,till my exams over dat dae,and den wen i came down frm e hall,she was super surprised!i saw her blushing,and covered her face,:D and den we went to jurong point,go jln2 there,and den i bought my food fer break fasting,cause i knew i would be late,afta buying e food,i and her was walking to e interchange,and den suddenly i saw a lil kid running to her,i was wondering who was it,i didnt believe dat her mum and siblings caught us!i was soO paisei,i salam her mum's hand,and den i walked off,i was soO paiseied,i neva knew dat we will kana caught,but is okayy,no big deal yeaa,soO yeaa,i soO missed her soO much,and den i went home,on e 2nd thot,i was happy cause exams are over!alto i was a lil screwed up with it,but i hope can make it!aites,e following weeks yeaa,hmm,i had a lot of free times yeaa,and i sent my syg go sch,:D i lazy luhh wanna type,wat happened e following week,:Dbut i remembered one thing uhh,my syg was soO angry abt my past,e dae before last dae of fasting,hehe!and den e following week,i met her on wednesdae,i was soO missing her a lot!until now!this weekend i didnt get to talk to her except on saturdae aftanoon,oO well!i'm falling sick actually now,aiyerr!soO yeaa,i spent my time with her e whole dae,dat wednesdae was her mum's birthdae,and den she wanna buyy a cake,but she oni have 4$,soO i just help her by adding 6$ to get a small cake fer her mum,and den we went bacc home,and den we watched this ghost moviee,wich was err,halfwayy,and i dunno abt e moviee,soO yeaa,hmm,alto dat dae appeared to be a sadd one fer my syg,but i did comfort her,not to be sadd,and she had a headache afta fighting with her frens,haizz,i wondered whyy luhh,but i dun wanna talk abt it,i just wan her to be happy dats all,:D and last fridae,i went fer raya,with my parents,well my siblings they have something on,soO i went with my parents,to my aunty and uncle house at yck and toa payoh,dat nite,my syg called me,sigh!i was soO sadd,cause she was crying,i felt soO pity fer her,cause her stupid ex bf scolded her vulgas and talked abt her past,fuckk him uhh siaa!cb!and den this weekend on saturdae,i didnt went out cause my frens came here,was luckyy there was no training,:D and i felt soO sick toO!damned sick now!maybe this week any of these daes i might be seeing e doc,sighh!this sat match uhh siaa!den sick?!!!waa!wat can i do rite??haha!


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aites!lets see here,wat stories i have to share fer nowzz,well,alot i guess,since i had a long fun!before e fasting mth!well,alto my blog cant be viewed fer e last few weeks,i dunno how,but i get to figure outzz e problem,but updates,still goes on,well lets see yeaa,where shall i start,hmm,is has been a mth uhh having fun in sch,it all started on 30 july 2009 wen my class had our first friendly match against our schoolmate team,and we came fer our first victory 5-1,i was impressive with my class's performance,alto we're not relli dat gd,e following week,wich was e national dae week,dat mondae even on e 3 august,i went fer an appointment,fer my asthma,and e doc told me a gd news abt it,i was soO happy,to hear e new,and listen to e doc advices,and use e inhaler,dat week on thursdae 6th august,we had our 2nd match,and i guess,it was a wonderful match i ever hadd in my entire soccer life!e match started,with a lil hope fer winning,i was playing as usual e left midfielder position,i didnt hope fer a score,but just a win fer e team,soO e match fer e 1st half goes on,but suddenly,a miracle happened,i cant believe dat i scored my 1st goal everr!wen i played e field,i was soO happy abt it,and i cant believe my own eyes,to wat i did,and den i celebrated with my classmates,and my gk asked "heyy,torres scored goal eyy??"den i run to him straight,and wipe his boots,actualli is e other wayy round,but i'm not relli dat gd player,haha,it was e 1st best field match i ever hadd,i've proven myself dat i've done beta,and end of e dae we won e match,but i fergotten how many goals,den e nxt dae was e national dae celebration,and sadly my form teacher is leaving,dat morning wen i came to e class,my frens and my class representative praised me fer e goal dat i did,and i was blushed!i smiled and shake hands with them,and my teacher gave me bacc my soccer ball,wich i was soO happy toO,e following week!on 11 august,i came to SP fer e first time to play soccer,as my bro invited me to playy with his frens,well,alto it was soO damned long waiting fer him,i did had fun!street soccer has always changed my wayy of playing,i scored a lot of goals dat time,and den again,thursdae comes,and this time we vs e ITE Simei team on 13 august,wich was,i thot they're stronger den us,but they lost to e West!they didnt managed to save their pride,and thanks to my team,dat we won 4-2 against them,i was nearly abt to score dat goal,but sadly i was tackled badly by e defender,and e gk was quite gd,he saved my shots twice!sigh!!should have scored dat goall!!!!on 17 august,my class organised a street soccer competition and oso e team building games,well,i participated actively fer soccer,but i did not score goals,and den i stayed in e aftanoon to help with e team building games,well e team building games was soO bored!until i have to just sit there with my frens and do nth,but end of e dae i won a silver medal!cause my class came in 2nd fer e street soccer competition,and oso we won a trophyy fer e overall games,woO!great teamwerk frm my class,i'm soO proud of them,(:

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aites,lets see here,is been a while i didnt updated my blog,as i was been busy these 2 weeks in sch,well things happened just in a matter of time yeaa,well been thru a lot again this time round,e first week was ok,nth much,just dat my soccer ball was confiscated,ok fine lets not talk abt it yeaa,and yeaa last week was busy with my phase test on mondae,well i guess i cant make it cause i calculated wrongly,aiyoO!how can i ferget le,haha,well cher laa,keep rushing,fuckk uhh siaa,den e nxt dae hmm,i can sayy dat last week something leaks out yeaa,e whole class knew who's e hacker in e class,haha,well,i hacked thru e class pc,and transfer games into it,and yeaa,dat was during ECADD lesson,wen last mondae i was once caught by my frens,hahax,they saw me playing those fun games,den they asked frm me,but they still dunno yet how to activate e games,oni i can do it,hahax,well e wednesdae i met my close fren,chilling at her house there,cause i went to gave her new uniform,soO while waiting i was actualli sleeping,cause i was tired and did not have enuf rest dat few daes,and yeaa e thursdae was err,hmm,i skipped lesson in e morning cause my temperature was high,and i came fer aftanoon lessons,to finic up my soO called assignments,not tutorials yeaa,is assignments,and i managed to hand it in on time,and den cher showed my class our theory test questions,wich was waaleaowei!hahax!see oni easy siaa,den nxt dae i came sch,well took e theory test,i was like soO waaleao one,i was blanked,haha,but i did managed to complete it,den e weekends,like usual had soccer training on saturdae,and den afta dat,dat nite i chilled outzz with my bros at esplanade,and we had our dinner together,afta dat we went to clubbing,yeaa,haha,was fun indeed,and i came home late at 4am,den e nxt dae yeaa,i was soO tired outzz,dat i woke up in e aftanoon and i slp bacc,last sundae was supposingly there was a soO called function,at my aunty house at jalan tenaga wich at bedok reservoir,but i cant make it cause i was soO tired,haha,despite teaching my fren electronics at marsiling,i fell asleep,i guess i was relli tired,den err dat evening wen i was sleeping while teaching,well oni a tutor like me uhh slack yeaa,haha,i didnt realised dat my closest fren msged me fer help,haha,i was awaken like i dunno how,and i saw 2 msges and i replied and keep apologising to them,haha,one of my close fren was asking me fer a favour to search fer something abt citibank stuffs on e net,well,i was luckyy to have my lappy with me,haha,and nxt my other close fren,well,she's in need some help,and i give her some help dat i can,wan noee wat help i gave her,ask me uhh-haa,oni she and i noes it,oni if she reads my blog uhh,haha,well,i had a great time dat nite with her,is been a while,soO soO long!i neva see her,until yeaa,we had a lot of laughters despite e short time we had dat nite,until she fergotten wich sch i was!hahax,and i teased her,saying dat i oso dunno uhh wich sch i was frm,i ferget,hahax,wich actualli i remember it,hahax,well,we talked talked and stuffs,had some laughters together uhh,we talked abt e gd things,and my trip to australiaa last vacation,and yeaa some small bad experiences yeaa,well we have a lot to catch up with,like e old daes dat we always share stories wen we go hang outzz and chill,hahax,and she asked me dat she thot i'm going to e sheng siong,wich i did before i met her,hahax,pity uhh my dear fren wait fer me soO long!hahax,sorrie uhh,i have a small surprise fer u uhh,hahax,ur favourite choc boost!hahax!i cant bring slyvester den i get u a choc instead,hahax,well,actualli wen i met her at e fitness corner,i cant regonise her,i think cause it was soO dark,and she was e one who ran to me,and say heloO to me,and asking me in malay"do you noee who am i not??"hahax,i was like a lil unsure,cause i lost my visual on how she looks like,but i knew it was her,hahax,and we sat at a bench and we talked and laugh all dat stuffs,well,my dear fren,we have a lot to share yeaa,one dae we will yeaaa,wen e shopping spree comes,haha,just save a lot of cash yeaa,to get ur adidas jacket,and i get my adidas apparels,well afta all e short yet great time i had,suddenly e nite turned to be a disappointment,cause i lost my wallet right afta i met my close fren,sighh!i wondered how it can gone missing wen it was in my pocket!is relli impossible!and yeaa,e nxt dae on mondae i have to skip sch just to make a police report,aiyaa,shits laaa!but wat can i do,i was luckyy to have my old ezlink card with me and my ic,my close fren apologised to me cause she was unable to help me,but is ok,she have werk to do,and she must rest more,and i am toO,haha,worrying abt her sometimes,but i noee she's learning to be strong,but still weak uhh,hehe,more to learn and discover,well,dats all i guess,wat a great week i had last week,but not fer this week i guess,my thots has been thinking abt my lost wallet,but wat can i do now,i guess is just to report fer e lost items and make new ones,sighh,i guess dats e oni wayy i can think of,tired uhh these few daes,cant even rest soundly,cb!well,yaa,dats all,

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aites!lets see down here yeaa..well ermm..hmm..ok looks like is has been a long time i did not updated my blog..well!this hols i was off fer my trainings at Australia,Brisbane and oso went fer a vacation at Jakarta..well!lets see bacc frm e past 2 weeks..hmm..ok..many things happened wen i was not in sg..i'm having a vacation fer 3 weeks..and now is e last week of it..aites lets see here..ytd yeaa..i went to sch to collect my books..to finic up my assignments..and yaa..otw home i was shocked dat i saw my teacher and section head..i wasnt attentive wen i heard someone calling me..and e 2nd time i heard and looked up and i was shocked to saw them..we talked fer less den 5 mins..as i have a lot of things to rush on..soO yaa..he called me asking abt e H1N1 thing..aiyoO!den i say say all den ok..hang up..den yaa went to cwp before i went home..go there buyy doughnut at cold storage den go sportslink to get a new pair of soccer socks fer my training on saturdaes..soO yap!dats all..aites talking abt e 2 weeks ago..well..hmm..i came bacc frm aussie last thursdae morning at 530am..and went outzz fer a celebration dat afternoon at vivo with my frens..and err..lets see hmm..nxt dae was my class bbq and yaa thot of going to e club and i smsed my close fren abt it..was luckyy she cant make it..as she's feeling unwell..i'm soO pity fer her..and i helped her with her problems..i shall not say it here..as it is confidential..soO yap!i cant slp dat well these daes cause i was worrying abt her..and oso my sis..but i have to let go of my feelings and be mindful of my thots..and yeaa..my time at brisbane..at victory academy..well!had a gd time there..except i wasnt feeling well last week..daes before i came bacc..i had a food poisoning and vomitted blood 2 weeks ago e saturdae..and e nxt dae i informed my coach abt it..and he sent me to e nearest hospital..was luckyy e doc told me dat i'll be fine..and he gave me mc fer abt 3 or 4 daes and rest in my academy..sighh!i was soO soO!bored!i just have to rest there..and missed outzz all my trainings..but wat can i do rite..i have to take care of myself and get well..soO yap!was realli cold down there..chatted with my frens and my sis here in sg wen i was there..i arrived in aussie on 18 June frm jakarta..well e 1st week of my hols was quite ok..i went on a vacation with my family..woO!finally i get to take e aeroplane after all these yrs..it was quite fun!hahax!took e Garuda Indonesia Airlines to jakarta..and spent my 5 daes there..chill and relaxx with my family..well i did went shopping there..but not much..and den e last dae before we got separated at jakarta airport..my parents gave me some aussie $ money..fer my spending there..they wished me well and hope dat i take care of myself..wich i did..and den their flight bacc to sg frm jakarta was at 430pm..and den i just walk around e departure hall..while waiting fer my flight wich was at err 7pm jakarta time..and den yeap!off i flied..yeaa..had some rest and at e same time tired of trainings..hahax!well..bacc here last week..i had my 1st training..and i did well..realli looking ferward to it..well..dats all i guess..(: