ytd and today,e days dat will always be remembered,afta all e bad times,e 2 dates 5 and,6 december 2008,marks e beginning of new hopes in my life,

aites,lets see here,well,another bunch of stories dat i would like to share,well todayy,i went to braddell,a place dat changed my unfortunate life,and oso simei e place where i continued my passion as a player,aites,i left home todayy to braddell,a place where a new hope fer my soccer started,i remembered e dayy before,wich was ytd in 2008 i joined a soccer team there,along with my close fren philip,he was one of my classmate who always adviced me and motivated me eva since wat happened to me last june,ytd during last,was one of my best time i had,it was raining and i played my trail match there,and alto i neva get to score goals,as i'm learning to get used in play field,i did had fun with my new frens,and den afta dat,all of us went to e nearest coffeeshop fer our lunch,and dat time my coach gave us a treat,well actually e team gave me a treat as a warmth welcome,wich i relli appreciated them,and den it was still raining heavily dat evening,and i wen bacc to philip house and wash up,as i'm sleep overing at his house dat nite,as tml i will be going fer a standard chartered marathon 10-km with him and a few of my classmates,soO dat nite,we set off to somewhere else,with his neighbour,we went to woodlands road,fer some things,and den we came bacc taking a cab frm amk,and den we stopped near my god sis house,and den we had our dinner at e nearby coffeeshop,and den at abt almost 1am,we're bacc home,we walked slowly,and den yeaa,we wash up a lil and rest,dat nite we did sort off shared a lot of things with one another,especially wat happened to me bacc den in june,wen out of a sudden i turned rogue,and as fer simei,i did came bacc afta a long time,afta wat happened during e conflict dat i had,and continue like how i used to be,scoring my goals,making my debuts,alto i had injuries due to e marathon dat i had, aites!enuf abt e past,i'll compile e rest into another blog end of e yr,aites lets talk abt my present,wat have i done this few weeks,aites this week,is like normal fer me,is actually january intake exams week,but bacc in my sch is a normal sch dayy,well i had a class test on friday,dats all,and den yeaa learnt mathematics as usual,and doing c programming,wen i come to think abt my studies,i think i might need to fill up my vacation by coming bacc to sch,to get my lecturers help,cause if i have to get help nxt yr wen e term starts,it wun be much time,soO yeaa,i think i should be asking fer help now,if i dun wanna fail fer my exams nxt term,oO yes,wat else yeaa,hmm,this week was luckyy there wasnt any match in sch,i was relli glad,cause i just wanna rest my bacc,wich is soO painful now,lets talk abt ytd den,well,it was a rainy dayy yeaa,a wet aftanoon i should sayy,i overslept and woke up at 1230pm,and den i washed up,and pray and stuffs,i went off fer my first soccer league match ytd,and i met my fren at e mrt station and we went to cck to regent secondary sch,e place where our match was held ytd,it was raining dat heavily,but still e match goes on,well,i like to play in e rain actually,hahax,soO to me is like not a big problem,soO i was on form ytd,and warming up and stuffs,and den e kick off started,but it was a sad thing,den between 10mins my bacc was soO painful!wich afta like a few more mins during e match,i substitute with another player,and den i rested out,afta dat i played as a defender on e 2nd half,and till end of e match,well it was a sad thing dat we lost to sengkang rangers FC 5-1,well is a gd start fer us,but is okayy,my coach doesnt hope fer a win,but we did our best to do wat we can,and den afta dat e match ended,den we get changed and stuffs,den my fren and i went to cwp,at e uhh lets see,e pasar mlm there,he go buyy his dinner,and i dunno wat i wanna eat fer dinner,soO i just went home and cook a chinese fried rice dish,wich is e easy thing to do,and den i get my medicine and den i slp,well to wat i think,i relli had a gd time with my team all e time NEW FC,but due to my my bacc pain,i might be leaving them,most probably nxt yr wen e league season ends,and i might be missing 3 matches soOn,due to e bacc pain dat i have,aites lets talk abt last week,a lil abt last week was,there are 2 matches,perhaps 3,but 1 was postponed due to e clogged of water on e field last saturday,and wat else,oO yes, e weekdays last week,last tuesday and thursday we had match in sch,fer my class,and yeaa,we won fer both e matches,but i dun like e sch field,cause e grass is soO tall,aiyoO!but still we did well,yeaa,dats all i guess i had these few weeks, FAIEQQ adiNova

the break dat we had,relli keep ties with one another,and yeaa 22 Nov ESPZEN Bravo Police FC vs ESPZEN NorthEast Wanderers FC (:

aites,well,well,well,wat would i like to share now yeaa,is been 3 weeks i neva updated my blog,well fer some reasons,i might not have any stories to share abt,aites lets see here,hmm,i'm sitting in front of my pc like now,and is 1138pm,in e study room,packing my bag,preparing fer my friendly soccer match tml,well uhh,i dun relli think anything much abt tml's match,as uhh,i think i just give wat i have fer it,and yeaa,like i sayy i'm packing up my red FBT jersey and red shorts,and well as my red socks,i relli didnt have time to wipe my predator boots,well i suppose is not relli dirty aftarall,as is has been 2 weeks i neva come down fer training as i was having high fever fer ova 2 weeks,and now alto i'm well,i still having a slight flu and cough oso,but dat doesnt stop me actually,as my league is just nxt week,soO yaa,i just hope fer best of lucks all e time,and fer tml,and yaa,todayy i was awaken by my closest fren,he was stressed abt his posters dat he have to print and present it at sch,soO i quickly rushed and washed up,and den i met him at sun plaza seven eleven,and den we went to bugis,to print his things,i calm him down and told him to relaxx and be patience,as things will be okayy,afta all dat,we went bacc,and afta dat i went to bedokk to my granny's place,fetch my mum bacc home,yeaa dats all actually,and yeaa,wat i have been doing all these while was,i just come sch and go home oni uhh-haa,nth much actually,and oso i've been doing my best to settle corrupted situation wich happened recently,well,i was a lil disappointed actually,perhaps alot uhh,but i cant do anything other den stay strong and move on with me daily stuffs,i relli missed e past actualli especially e 2 mths,but i noee dat something bad is abt to appear,wich it did actually,and now yeaa,is a total lost,wich i cant do anything,besides dat,aites lets see wat i do in sch,well,i've been doing mathematics and programming most of e time in sch,and yeaa not sure if i can do well fer my mathematics class test nxt wednesday,and yeaa,most of e time i keep myself busy,and reschedule my time fer sch and werk,as well as my driving courses,wich i will be enrolling very soOn,soO yaa,dats all i guess,oO yes!not fergetting,i did had fun 2 weeks ago on e 7 november,well just meet up with my classmates and we went to town,and marina square,we played pool down there,and e arcade,afta dat we chillax at esplanade,and den wen e nite came,we went to cineleisure to play ps3 together,and we went home around yaa,quite late actually,hahax,well dats one of e break i had this term,have been sick all a while,and not relli pressure,just sick dats all,and wat abt soccer den??abt soccer eyy,well,erm,i dunno abt it actually,maybe nxt post den i'll point out my views maybe??yeaa,much to talk abt it actually,wat i can sayy fer now,i have 3 matches awaits me nxt week!wich is like waaaa!surely tired one!!!oO well!monday i have a match,tuesday another,wich i dun think i would make it,as i have an interview to attend,hopefully can come bacc on time fer it!nxt!on thursdayy!!!!!waaleao!!!and i'm left with wednesday and friday to rest!aiyoO!and yeaa nxt saturday will be my first ESPZEN Division 3 League Season 5,and yeaa my first match will be at siglap seconday sch,i just yaa,wish myself some lucks oni,nth much dat i can do,dats all i guess!below are some of e pics dat we took wen we're on our lil breaks!:D

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wen things gone haywire,and confusions went on,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

aites!lets see wat stories do i have to share here,well err,lets see yeaa,i started my week on mondayy doing mathematics,fer one week straight,woO!i was wondering uhh siaa,whyy siaa suddenly is like,i'm doing it quite slow??is like dat mondayy aftanoon,i spent my 2hrs in class doing my tutorial,yet e time flies soO fast,and my werk is not done!sheesh!i dunno uhh siaa how can this happened,and same goes fer my c programming!aiyer!and den wat eyy,nxt few daes eyy,hmm,okay laa,just keep practicing on mathematics,but dat tuesday,it was e most tiring one,i was like abt to fell asleep in class,cause my teacher was teaching simultaneous equations,wich at first it was easy,and den was like soO hard!waaa!i see see wat my cher wrote on e whiteboard oso uhh i go siao,haha!i was soO blurred down there uhh,like wan sleep siaa,hahax,den e wednesday i came to sch late,aiyer!i was soO tired and had a headache these few days,but wen i came to sch dat aftanoon,oni got some award presentation siaa,cb!more make me go sleepy and siann,hahax,but wat to do,attendance uhh,okay laa,go lor,den thursday came,okayy,thursday is one of e dayy dat i hate one laa,finic sch at 1715,aiyaa!cb!i was a lil late fer class in e morning,but yeaa i put my chin up,to study,and yeaa there are alot of tutorials i have to finic up this weekend,aiyaaa!but yeaa,i have to do it no matter wat,nxt hmm,aftanoon yeaa,i went to e library oni,finicing up my mathematics tutorial,wich up till today!!!!!!is still not done yet!!aiyoO!MKPLL laa!hahax!and soO dat aftanoon,hmm,actualli i wasnt feeling well uhh,was having headache again,and den i came fer dat long hrs practical lesson!wich like i sayy i hate it!!!grr!den i started werking on it,with my head in pain,and den i received a call frm mastura,and she told me dat she's otw to my sch,wich i was blurred dat time,i dunno whyy,and she told me she have a lot of things to talk abt,soO while waiting fer her,i was doing my werk in class,i was soO angry alto i had headache wich i controlled e whole dayy,i was soO angry cause some stupid screws dun wan go in e hole!!i was soO frustrated siaa!i nearly wanna kick e whole board down,hahax!afta a few mins,mastura msged me,and told me to fetch her and her fren frm outside sch,wich i cant,soO i met them at e foyer,i was soO restless until i nearly fainted wen i talked to mastura,


soO yeaa,she had problems coming on her wayy,like i hardly able to explain it,is like things happened toO fast,and i get confused abt it,but i noee i'm strong enuf and willing to help her,afta wat happened between myself and her recently,i relli felt sorry fer her,dat she have to face alot of hardship again,but is an experience dat she have to learn,and not to blame fer,she left her bf,cause of his attitude,wich she cant take it,i can see it frm her eyes,and her expression,dat she relli cant take it,and i understand how she feels,but patience she must have to herself,nxt is abt her bff,i dunno whyy her bff was like disappoint her,and i felt disappointed toO wen i heard abt it,whyy would she buyy fer a boyy,a ladies office attire??did she do it on purpose to make her own bff e boyy to lose his marks??i think in my point of view,we have a lot of things to solve,i've been trying my best to do wat i can to help her,but this time round afta wat happened recently,i might need her help to solve problems together,i noee dat i changed afta wat happened 2 weeks ago,but i'm still me,e faieqq dat u once noee,a person can change,but e thots of a person if u trust,wun change dat easy,i still care abt her alto wat happened dat lead us to be apart,but wat i promised her,dat i will be there fer her,i wun break it,mastura,if u're reading this,i can feel dat u noee dat i changed,but my thots doesnt change,i'm still willing to help u,and i can pick u up,and lead u to e frenship dat we had e last 2 mths,is oni now,i think to help you,we have a lot of things to talk abt yeaa,is just dat we need to find a time to solve it,and i understand dat u have to werk,soO i do my best to do e thinking fer you,to help you again,if you have faith in myself,and if you trust me,u will be happy like u always was,(: and i think we relli need to find a time,to solve things out kayy,

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aites,is been a while i think,abt 2 weeks i neva updated this blog,i think i've been busy since e sch started,and oso recently wen i ran into a war,or should i sayy 2nd biggest conflict in my life,well,lets see here,2nd week of sch started yeaa,well nth much i did in sch this week,monday morning yeaa,i met up with one of my god sister,and we went to OCH,well,i dunno whyy they wanna go there,but since i started sch late,soO i joined them,i met them at tampines around 930,and den we took 29 and went there,hmm,okayy,lets see yeaa,wen i was walking up to e stairs to e entrance,i felt soO cold,and my bulu roma went up,until i reched e entrance,i was okayy,i didnt felt anything,and soO we walked,frm downstairs to e 2nd level,i saw e lifts,and we walked just a lil,and den i saw a broken rifle handle,and oso a chair,and i was wondering,wat happened there,and somehow i managed to see how e situation happened,afta dat we left,and i went home fer sch,and i reched sch quite on time,and as usual i started doing mathematics,somehow i'm starting to enjoy mathematics,and den aftawards was c programming period,and i relli enjoyed dat,:D alto i was quite pressured with it,but i noee wat i was doing,afta dat comes tuesday,well as usual i started in e aftanoon,oni having mathematics,woO!syokk uhh siaa,until wednesday,and err,i can sayy this week i have quite a lot of free time to rest myself,due to my bacc pain,and den today i went to NTUC building to collect my busary,and den i went fer lunch,and den i went home and rest,

aites,lets talk abt last week den,actually i shouldnt talk abt it here,but i think i should,last week i started sch,but it turned into e 2nd biggest conflict afta wat happened to me in my previous sch,i just dun wanna talk abt it,i noee i have seen e truth and oso especially a LIEEE dat someone did to break my friendship apart,wich obviously my angers went out of control,and i lost myself,but afta days i was okayy,and i've no choice but to leave someone dat i once luvv and care,but afta wat happened,i have to let her go,and ferget her,but i noee is not as easy,afta wat i've been thru with her,wat i've taught her,to change her life,but i think i've failed her,and soO i have to choice but to leave her,but i noee she needs me,despite wat happened last wednesday,but wat can i do is to stay far away,and continue with my studies,and my werk,and other stuffs,and lastly,wat i can sayy is,i'm sorrie my fren,i cant fergive him fer wat he did,his misunderstanding and how he treated u,and especially,a lie dat he did,dat lead our friendship to this,but i cant stop all these,as it happened in naked time,but i'm still strong enuf,and i stood alone by myself,and settle things myself,afta wat he threw at me,and left his blames on me,but i noee u dun hate ppl fer no reason,and pls dun apologise to me on behalf on him,cause u neva do anything wrong,i've always told u,each move dat u make,reflect urself,and dun oni listen,but think and make ur decisions,dun let urself get controlled,you have e rights to who u wan to be frens with,dats all i have to sayy,i've taught u wat i have,remember e early teachings,and u will get e answers,and talk to me,if u're not sure,do not anyhow make ur decision,like u did wen u was with me,cause it will make ur life more complicated,

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aites!lets see here wat can i talk abt yeaa,alot to talk actually,these few daes i was a lil out of mood,i dunno whyy,i was not being myself these few daes,i dunno whyy,as i felt a big disturbance inside me,and oso i was somehow confused abt things,and soO i kept quiet fer daes,cause my thots and angers went out of control,and i stopped smsing my syg fer a few daes,cause i dun wan to throw my angers on her,soO i kept things down,and tried to calm myself,and den todae,wat did i do eyy,hmm,i woke up at around 1130am,and den i went to simei,to just side track my past,and den around 2+ i went to vivo city by bedok,i took service 30 frm there,as it was raining,i was soO cold until i was shivering,alto i wear my black long sleeves jersey,soO i reched vivo and i went to macdonalds to harbourfront shopping ctr,cause it was raining,i decided not to chill at vivo,i just bought e double cheeseburger and den i left,and i took 61 to bugis,as it is e fastest wayy to catch a bus bacc home,and i reched bugis at 1615hrs and was luckyy e bus came on time,soO i dun have to wait fer soO long,soO err yaa,i fell asleep in e bus,and wen i was abt to rech home,i was awakened by my hp,my syg smsed me,and she asked me whether i'm avoiding her,and den i sayy no i'm not,and she thot i've fergotten her,i was soO blurred,i dunno whyy she asked me these questions,and she told me she felt uneasy like how i'm,and den wen i reched home,i called her and talked to her otp fer a while,she was worried abt me,as this thing neva happened before,and i told her not to worry soO much,as i hope things will go bacc like how it used to be,and yeaa,ytd hmm,my pri sch best fren smsed me,he asked me to accompany him to get his fishing rod repaired,but den he bought a new one,nth much happened ytd,we went to northpoint fer lunch,at LJS and while walking up,my best fren met his ex,at first i was wondering who was it,until he told me dats his ex,cause i cant relli recall how she looks like,as i seldom met her,soO yeaa,we went to LJS and he watched me eat,i dunno whyy he doesnt wanna eat,he kept telling me dat he still luvv his ex,and meanwhile 2 of his schmate was sitting beside us,and i was a lil awkward cause i saw dat there's 2 person trying to get my attention,and one of them seems like someone dat i once knew,but i dunno who was it,and den dat nite,i went to my religious teacher house,with some of my religious frens,we sit there and talk and stuffs,woO!was luckyy no classes siaa!woO!den we went bacc home,and yaa,i tried to control my angers,as ytd e whole nite i was not okay,and i slp late,and last 3 daes,mondae and tuesdae,hmm,i neva do anything actualli,except just keeping myself quiet,cause i felt there's something not rite,last weekend,yeaa,on sundae,my syg came to my house,:D i bought her one double cheeseburger dat i promised her,she was soO paiseied wen i sayy "wan me feed u not??"den she blushed and sayy dun wan,hahax!den i asked all her frens to eat,den afta dat all,den i showed her around my living room,and den they went bacc,on saturdae,well,supposingly i should be going fer raya with my sec sch frens,but was luckyy they changed to this weekend,as last saturdae i had a match,but i somehow not relli doing gd,but i have to do wat i can,to do like how i did during e first match,alto dat match we won err,4-2 i think,i'm happy fer my team,but i'm not relli dat happy abt my performance,as it still not doing gd,i guess i should think how i can improve it,but most importantly is sch!i have to start scheduling my sch,and divide my time fer my syg,my bff,my classmates,and oso if possible werk toO,gonna be a busy term soOn,(:

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woO!aites!lets see here,wat stories i would like to share yeaa,hmm,lets see,aites,is been a while i guess,same thing yeaa,neva updated up till now,haha!well,i was awayy preparing fer my exams,and yeaa,my oni exams was on e 8 september,well dat morning,i send someone to sch,i was soO happy,dat i get to meet her dat dae,and i made a surprise fer her,by wearing a maroon color uniform same as her,she waited fer me,till my exams over dat dae,and den wen i came down frm e hall,she was super surprised!i saw her blushing,and covered her face,:D and den we went to jurong point,go jln2 there,and den i bought my food fer break fasting,cause i knew i would be late,afta buying e food,i and her was walking to e interchange,and den suddenly i saw a lil kid running to her,i was wondering who was it,i didnt believe dat her mum and siblings caught us!i was soO paisei,i salam her mum's hand,and den i walked off,i was soO paiseied,i neva knew dat we will kana caught,but is okayy,no big deal yeaa,soO yeaa,i soO missed her soO much,and den i went home,on e 2nd thot,i was happy cause exams are over!alto i was a lil screwed up with it,but i hope can make it!aites,e following weeks yeaa,hmm,i had a lot of free times yeaa,and i sent my syg go sch,:D i lazy luhh wanna type,wat happened e following week,:Dbut i remembered one thing uhh,my syg was soO angry abt my past,e dae before last dae of fasting,hehe!and den e following week,i met her on wednesdae,i was soO missing her a lot!until now!this weekend i didnt get to talk to her except on saturdae aftanoon,oO well!i'm falling sick actually now,aiyerr!soO yeaa,i spent my time with her e whole dae,dat wednesdae was her mum's birthdae,and den she wanna buyy a cake,but she oni have 4$,soO i just help her by adding 6$ to get a small cake fer her mum,and den we went bacc home,and den we watched this ghost moviee,wich was err,halfwayy,and i dunno abt e moviee,soO yeaa,hmm,alto dat dae appeared to be a sadd one fer my syg,but i did comfort her,not to be sadd,and she had a headache afta fighting with her frens,haizz,i wondered whyy luhh,but i dun wanna talk abt it,i just wan her to be happy dats all,:D and last fridae,i went fer raya,with my parents,well my siblings they have something on,soO i went with my parents,to my aunty and uncle house at yck and toa payoh,dat nite,my syg called me,sigh!i was soO sadd,cause she was crying,i felt soO pity fer her,cause her stupid ex bf scolded her vulgas and talked abt her past,fuckk him uhh siaa!cb!and den this weekend on saturdae,i didnt went out cause my frens came here,was luckyy there was no training,:D and i felt soO sick toO!damned sick now!maybe this week any of these daes i might be seeing e doc,sighh!this sat match uhh siaa!den sick?!!!waa!wat can i do rite??haha!


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aites!lets see here,wat stories i have to share fer nowzz,well,alot i guess,since i had a long fun!before e fasting mth!well,alto my blog cant be viewed fer e last few weeks,i dunno how,but i get to figure outzz e problem,but updates,still goes on,well lets see yeaa,where shall i start,hmm,is has been a mth uhh having fun in sch,it all started on 30 july 2009 wen my class had our first friendly match against our schoolmate team,and we came fer our first victory 5-1,i was impressive with my class's performance,alto we're not relli dat gd,e following week,wich was e national dae week,dat mondae even on e 3 august,i went fer an appointment,fer my asthma,and e doc told me a gd news abt it,i was soO happy,to hear e new,and listen to e doc advices,and use e inhaler,dat week on thursdae 6th august,we had our 2nd match,and i guess,it was a wonderful match i ever hadd in my entire soccer life!e match started,with a lil hope fer winning,i was playing as usual e left midfielder position,i didnt hope fer a score,but just a win fer e team,soO e match fer e 1st half goes on,but suddenly,a miracle happened,i cant believe dat i scored my 1st goal everr!wen i played e field,i was soO happy abt it,and i cant believe my own eyes,to wat i did,and den i celebrated with my classmates,and my gk asked "heyy,torres scored goal eyy??"den i run to him straight,and wipe his boots,actualli is e other wayy round,but i'm not relli dat gd player,haha,it was e 1st best field match i ever hadd,i've proven myself dat i've done beta,and end of e dae we won e match,but i fergotten how many goals,den e nxt dae was e national dae celebration,and sadly my form teacher is leaving,dat morning wen i came to e class,my frens and my class representative praised me fer e goal dat i did,and i was blushed!i smiled and shake hands with them,and my teacher gave me bacc my soccer ball,wich i was soO happy toO,e following week!on 11 august,i came to SP fer e first time to play soccer,as my bro invited me to playy with his frens,well,alto it was soO damned long waiting fer him,i did had fun!street soccer has always changed my wayy of playing,i scored a lot of goals dat time,and den again,thursdae comes,and this time we vs e ITE Simei team on 13 august,wich was,i thot they're stronger den us,but they lost to e West!they didnt managed to save their pride,and thanks to my team,dat we won 4-2 against them,i was nearly abt to score dat goal,but sadly i was tackled badly by e defender,and e gk was quite gd,he saved my shots twice!sigh!!should have scored dat goall!!!!on 17 august,my class organised a street soccer competition and oso e team building games,well,i participated actively fer soccer,but i did not score goals,and den i stayed in e aftanoon to help with e team building games,well e team building games was soO bored!until i have to just sit there with my frens and do nth,but end of e dae i won a silver medal!cause my class came in 2nd fer e street soccer competition,and oso we won a trophyy fer e overall games,woO!great teamwerk frm my class,i'm soO proud of them,(:

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